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11/16/2007

Well i imagine alot of you have wonderd what happend to me? All i can say is life get's busy and boy does technology change!!! ( it has taken me a while to even figure out how i can blog onto my own space... things change don't they?)

Ok well down to the nitty gritty, I'm really not feeling to well to tell the truth.. Probably because like many others that i have known from my WW and weight loss blogs everyone goes thru a rough patch.. as did I and i am so disgusted.. i had lost over 80 lbs as of last January and it slowly has crept back on me, NO NOT ALL OF IT but enough to make me have that feeling of what is the use.

Ok i have gained about 27 lbs back give or take i have been fighting with the same 7 lbs for the last 2 months.

Oh i still go to weigh in at WW (yep i pay 40 dollars for that each month). But it just seems like i havn't been very serious bout it Lately.. Until Now.. I have to get on the ball again.. I have gained not only the weight but the inches.. AUGH!!!

My butt doesn't fit nicely into my columbia coat anymore and well i had to buy a pair of pants for church and had to go up a size that didn't make me feel good at all.

I weight myself on my scale this morning (weigh in day is usually sat..) and it said 232.. yuck!!!

I need to mention that i haven't been walking because i hurt my foot worse. I have planters Faciitis and some time in there since Feb and now i managed to do nerve Damage to the same ankle wich makes it very painful to even stand on my foot (heck i don't even have to do anything and it feels like a pencil is going up my leg thru the bottem of my foot!) so I am still healing from that and then the Dr put me on Steroides to lessen the inflamation, (that was just a welcome to eat anything and everything. and i guess i did uhu?)

Not to mention other stressful things that go on at home.. (who knew a 6 and 8 year old (my own) would keep you so busy!! and then 5 kids (2 1 yr, 1 2 yr, 1 3 yr, and a 4 yr old )under age 5 in my daycare!!!) You would think i would be SKINNY SKINNY!!!

So last night i am laying in bed with my teeth in a splint to keep me from grinding them. A big old uncomfortable Knight Splint on my Left FOOT (it's on the side of the bed next to my hysband under the covers!!!) I have a headach and i am thinking what's hapening here where did i loose controle!!!!

I don't Know but i want it back and i need to GET IT IN GEAR!!

It Just seems as if i don't want to connect with anyone... and i need some support.. HELP!!

I ask for it Here at home byt i seems that it's lageing in my areas of my home and i just don't seem to connect right now at WW meetings.. everyone I knew has already left Ha ha!!!! and moved on...

So this is my new commitment.

On NOVEMER 16, 2007 o stand at 232 lbs and am looking to loose 35 lbs.

A NEW BEGINNING - I hope someone is out there.. cuz i could sure use some encouragement.

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	Moewrote: Hi Darci, I am out here! Nice to see you back. I haven't actually been blogging at all either. I quit smoking back in March and I have put on a bit of weight but still am below my goal weight. It is a struggle for me now it seems. I go walking every Sunday morning with a group now but I am certainly not looking forward to doing it in the winter weather. Anyway, I will leave my email address for you and you can contact me if you like. We can always use someone on our side. I have been at lifetime for over a year now and I continue to go to the meetings every week if I can to be there for support for others trying to lose but also for myself to keep me on track or at least mostly on track...lol. Try to connect with new people that come to the meetings. They all walked through the door for the same reason and perhaps need someone for support just as you do. I am here if you need me. cheers! moe Nov. 17

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